reflection

mood : depressed
background : when you think you're nothing at all. no one respect
message : "i'm sorry, for all what i've done."
quote : “One of the first signs of being depressed is that you lose interest in things. That's why I think it is important to stay passionate.” - Nicolas Cage

REFLECTION

i'm walking alone in this lonely street, no one could see me
through the loneliness and cold night, by my own feet
i see my road crushed in front of my eyes
now i'm on the crossroad, confused, and waiting

just remember your presence last day, when the light seems too bright
seeing you left away, no words coming out from my mouth
it seems my mouth are chapped, and my voice sealed
saying goodbye, just making it more painful

now i've got choices, hard choices
leave you, go to the other side, living with emptiness inside
or carry you out, and let myself crushed by my feelings
all this choices makes me dizzy, confused, staring at the sky

seeing a lot of stars cover the whole black sky
waking up my memories of you, everynight and everyday
the sun rises, i can't wait to see you, afternoon comes, i'm happy to meet you
the sun goes down, i'm thinking about you, the night comes, i pray for you

i don't know what, i'm confused, i'm thinking
no matter how hard i do, i'm trying my best to get you
there's a limitation, where human can't reach
loving you is my right, but having you is my limitation

now i know, i realized, love can't guaranteed happiness
friendship and love, is a very different things
bond of love, can shattered in one big mistake
but bond of friendship, grow with each mistakes happens

the meaning of the love itself, is not meant to have each other
seeing each other's happiness, is the essence of love
seeing your pure happiness, can't compared with everything
now i'll pray for your happiness, with or without me

reflection
Senin, 2009 April 13