apologize

mood : sad, dissapointed to myself
background : when you're making big mistake, and regret it
message : "i'm sorry, really, really sorry. the fault is all mine"
quote : “Being sorry is the highest act of selfishness, seeing value only after discarding it.” - Doug Horton

APOLOGIZE

a hundred sorry words coming from my mouth
can't cured your bruised heart from pain
even i can't handle the pain
from a simple humiliation, with a deep meanings

a thousand apologizes coming from my tears
can't changed anything at all
from the betrayed, lied feelings
by a trusted companions, can't tell the pain

i'm sorry my friend
for all the things i've done
i betray our friendship, makes it a tool
to protect myself, for my own goods

i apologize to you my friend
coz i makes you dissapointed
by the things i done, the words i say
even the action i make, the fault is all mine

please forgive me my friend
i'm just a fool, who doesn't know anything
except making beautiful words, without an action
just a bullshit without meanings

i don't care about anything at all
what your feelings to me or my feelings to you
but, if i had one chance, just one more chance
i want we became friend again, just like old times

but if you think i'm not worth it
to have a second chance, i can't complain
i'm just a hypocrite, who doesn't appreciate anyone
if you do not want to see me again, i would understand.

apologize
Selasa, 2009 April 21