farewell

this is my last post on this blog, so be grateful

i'm gonna make my story to a tale for you

i can't make it as a poem, so here it is

FAREWELL

once upon a time, there was 3 kingdoms

first kingdom, led by a kind yet humble king, yves

second kingdom, led by a smart and beautiful queen, ann

and the last kingdom, led by an evil king, otto

at first, yves fall in love with ann, but ann rejected

ann loves someone else, which is otto

but otto is an evil being, he knows that yves loves ann

so he tricked ann to attack yves

at first ann showed up in yves kingdom gates

yves, shocked with happiness, call the guards to open the gate

but there was an ambush, coming from an opened gates

so ann's kingdom wreck the whole town, leaving yves wounded and broke

otto feel satisfied, and take ann inside his kingdom

but not before long till otto feels bored

suddenly he saw yves building his empire from dust to gold

yet he tries to trick ann again

ann, full of depression, comes to yves kingdom

she was told by the king, otto

"if you're the queen i was looking for, you must prove it to me

bring me yves heart, and i'll marry you"

so ann come to yves's kingdom, full of depression

so he kneel before yves, begging for mercy

she pured all her might to make a lie

to convince yves to make an opening for attack

yves is a humble king, so he forgive ann. he gives a second chance

and invite ann to his kingdom, to his throne

but suddenly, ann stabbed him from the back

ann takes his heart away, and give him to his lord, otto

otto feels satisfied again, yet if won't last long

he unites the kingdoms within his hand

then he fell in love with another kingdom's princess

and dumped ann for good

ann, confused, walking through the woods of hatred

there she founds yves's body, paralyzed

yves's not dead, he's barely breathing

there was only one thought on ann mind, to impress otto again

then she founds an axe, left by some woodchuck

she wields the axe high above her head

and get ready to chop the king's head

but he saw yves face, covered by blood and tears

the end of the story, i don't know. coz i'm still living that story

but i'll make sure this story has an ending

maybe in a week, a month, a year, nobody knows

but if you have a good idea for ending let me know

until then, goodbye for now

thanks for reading or see this blog

i'm going on a trip, so this is goodbye

be grateful, and farewell :)

crimson day

"I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin', cause I let you
Do what you do, down on me"

Cryin' - Aerosmith

that's hurts when you know she's your cinderella and you're not prince charming

it's a pain in the heart when you know someone stabbed her from the back

that's a shame that you know about it and can't do anything about it

i'm sure you'll be broken when you know, she sees you as nothing

yeah it's been a while since i feel this feelings

this is not a poem or something i wrote about everyday

this is a story about man, that think he's important

but somehow realized that he's nothing

there's a time that a man loved his lover very much

but her lover just using him as a substitution

he know it, but he can't do anything about it

he feels pain inside, but he can't help falling in love

and when the girl falls to agony by her lover, she's broken inside

the man knows that, and try to comfort her

all he can do is talk talk and talk his mind

talk all in his head, all the useless thing came up he's mind

he knows another girl care for him, feel his pain

even if he know that, he's persistent

she's been reaching to his heart, make it good

built a shelter of trust inside his burning heart

the man knows that, he knows all about it

but his eyes blinded by fire of love

he doesn't see everyone besides that girl

and let the possible got away, take the impossible

he's possessed, he hear nothing else

except moan and cries all over the place

he kneel down by his feet, and pray

so God give him strength to survive

this story ain't over, coz he's still living on it'

and in anytime at a moment, he'll end it

on the crimson day he'll pour everything in his head

even knowing that he'll failed, he's just plain stubborn

well i'm saving this ending till next event

just thinking, when the day has come, bloody red crimson day

as the red wine pouring to his cup

his tears become blood, paint his coffin

Kamis, 2010 January 07

cry your heart out

"Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry"

Don't Cry - Guns n Roses

i feel your heart burned out

there's something in your eyes

tell me inside you're broken

even if you told it's fine

i know you wanna cry sometimes

but sometimes sure it's hard

than take your hand beside me

and please don't let go

hold your tears today

wait for me, i'm coming

coz i'll take the tears instead

and we'll share the pain together

tell me that you're not fine

tell me honestly, i'll be there

tell me you wan't to cry

coz i'll be the shoulder you can lean on

just hold your arms in your heart

cry your heart out

i'll be there as soon as i can

to make sure you're not broken

and let this rain come pour to your eyes

your body, and your spirit

so they can extinguish your flames inside

and let me approach your heart

cry your heart out

Selasa, 2009 Desember 29

you're not lost

"They say that no man is an island,
And good things come to those who wait,
But the things I hear are there just to remind me,
Every dog will have his day."

Santa Fe - Bon Jovi

yeah you know this world is hot and cold

fiery but wet, comfort as hell

you can say that not everybody won, nor everybody lost

but there's no such thing as lost everything

for those who won, your story far from over

you must keep your win until someone put an end of it

keep that until you are the absolute winner

but now, take your triumph and proud of it

take your prize home and look at it

look how much you fight for it, cried and hurt

you take alot of train and makes it way down here

we proud of you, my friend

but to you whose lost, you're not losing anything

you learn from this loss, and grow up

world's not always sweet, it's bitter after all

but the best medicine is the bitter ones

you take your wound, mend by itself

you learn more, grow even higher

you take your step, train and learn

until you're ready to be the winner

either of you, take your step

move on, don't look behind

your world is yours to conquer

and there's always people pushing you forward

you're not lost

Rabu, 2009 Desember 23

this feelings

"I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show."

Can't Fight This Feelings - REO Speedwagon

i would never thought that world will be this friendly

since i found you, i knew world is so beautiful

you take my world even higher and higher

you brighten my eyes, show me the way

and i just want to sit beside you and talk with you

to saw your faces and hear your voices

to dream about you everyday and night

just to feel you inside my heart

i want to take you to your adventure

to spread your voices over the world

so this whole world can hear your voices

and remember your voices in their ears

so please came in here, stay with me

take your time, look around us

what makes you so important to me

how your presence makes me alive

i found you now, so don't say goodbye

i swear i will be here forever

just to feel this world even longer

with you within my arms

coz i love you now, i need you now

and i can't fight this feelings anymore

you come here and restore my senses

makes me feel this world a little bit longer

this feelings

Rabu, 2009 December 23

build it right

"..."

Building the Church - Steve Vai

come on hear the march

let's stomp, wake the earth

make it fast, we're on road

coz we're building it right here

kill the laziness, take over yourself

don't waste your time n vain

land off the foundation, marking that

we're building there right now

foundation of faith, wall from words

tiles of innovation, roof of believes

fences made by strong will

and our prayers as the choir

don't fear the evil that threaten us

even if they rain on us a thousand of boulders

our building is indestructable, immovable

lies within our heart, it stands tall

maybe the old building's gone but the spirit lives

don't mind the crack or the holes

make it over by your faith, take your stands

build it right there, right inside your heart

build it right

Minggu, 2009 Desember 20

alive

"Hold me now

I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down"

One Last Breath - Creed

it's like ten feet off the ground

i saw you from the gorge

doing what you like, anything you need

saw you makes me smile

in the other side, i saw her standing there

smiling at me, laughing at me

saw her paying attention to me

it just makes me happy

then i saw your pretty face again

you're not even recognize

or just saw here a little bit

you're neglecting me there

girl oh girl, what makes your eyes turn blind

why don't you look at me from afar

coz love don't come, they grow

sometimes it been hard keeping it alive

girl, don't make me choose

coz when i'm thinking about you and her

i saw your light blightened my eyes

but her light even brighter from yours

coz she's recoznized my existence

keeping me alive, makes me live

and you're not even there

when i'm looking at you from afar

now i choose her, my funny friend

don't disappoint me, just look at me

coz i can see you, from the light from your eyes

your laugh, keeps me alive

alive

Minggu, 2009 Desember 20