live in a confusion day 3

as the rain poured to the earth
my tears fall down to my face
coz when i'm looking back, i realize
there's no turning back, no way out

i see you there, in front of me
it feels so far, although you're so near
i know, i understand, i realize
you can't be mine, you're so far to reach

the rain seems to be harder
the road feels so far away
my feet feels so numb, i can't even feel anything
i'm falling, covered by pains, raindrops, and tears

oh, give my heart a strength
to end this living nightmare
if i could be her's, please open the way
if i shouldn't be her's, i don't know what to do

"in the end of the road, i see you there, ignored myself. now the steps are gething higher, my feet feels so numb, and i slipped. blood and pain covered my body. i'm confused, please show me the way. if it's any."