last day

mood : confused
background : when you're thinking, if today was your last day
message : "whatcha gonna do, if today was your last day"
quote : “Execute every act of life as though it were thy last” - Marcus Aurelius

LAST DAY

one night, i see a dream in darkness
there's four window on the side of the darkness
and a voice calling me, whispering:
"if today was your last day, what are you gonna do?"

i see on the first window of light, i see starved people
old man, young man, dies of starvation
they has no money, they has no jobs
if today was my last day, will i donate every money i had?

on the second window, i see many of my old friends
some still remain, some has forgotten
i can see how i abandon my old friend and move to the new one
if today was my last day, will i find them, and apologize to them?

on the third window, i see all my enemies
i can look through their eyes, some of them hating me
some of them felt sorry, but can't apologize to me
if today was my last day, will i forgive my enemies?

on the fourth and last window, i see my friends, my family, and my loved ones
i see their smile, their cry, their faces
i can't forget her smile anywhere, anytime, anyplace
if today was my last day, can i say i love them, and goodbye?

when the last window closed, i'm staring at the darkness
seeing what can i do when that day comes
and the voice whisper again, says:
"live each moment like your last. don't waste it in vain."

when that voice keep descreasing, i see a blinding light
then i'm woken up, and thinking
if today was my last day, and tomorrow was too late
could i say goodbye to my yesterday?

last day
Selasa, 2009 Februari 24